Emotions and hormones are odd things. Truly. One can be in a fabulous mood, an hour later be indifferent and zoning out, and ten minutes after be sad and antsy and depressed. Odd, no?
I find that if I keep myself fairly busy, like writing or watching something, or going to work a lot, I don't have enough time to worry. (My anxiety likes to win over my rationality most of the time.)
I just wonder how a lot of the time how I should deal with these escalating and dropping of emotions.
I miss you.
I'm busy.
I'm tired.
I'm motivated.
I miss you.
I'm lonely.
I'm planning.
I'm busy again.
I'm super busy.
I'm tired.
I'm super tired.
I miss you.
I wonder how much longer I can do this cycle. Can I do it for the next three weeks? Let alone seven months?
One day I shall look back on this period of my life and chuckle, thinking "Wow. Glad I got out of that funk."
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